date with sasa.

had a great date with raisa! (:

played in spotlight - gypsy lady. white bunny. leprechaun. beach babe. phantom? haha! - and got a little 'hot' souvenir as well. teehee! (:

went shopping at carrefour and snuck a box of bread and 2 bottles of yoghurt drink into the cinema by stuffing them into my bag which was definitely not big enough. :D

watched Protege

and agreed that Daniel Wu is quite hot. ((:



went shopping and tried clothes! yay! but realised that i am very much shorter than raisa so the clothes looked very very different on both of us. boo. yes i know i`m not very tall. ):

sasa got this green dress that looked totally awesome on her but looked like a sack on me when i tried it first. haha! now i`ll have to be on a look out for a cute dress so we can wear our dresses together when we go out. :D

ohya, met ryan and went taka and fareast. had shilin chicken and mushroom cheese crepe at longjohn's for dinner. (:

wanted to get pretty cheap shoes for sasa but no size. gah. looked for the cd shop for quite long and by that time everything was closed. haha. (:

went home together on 190. (:

had a marvellous time spent in her company, talking non-stop about anything and everything. :D

next date: next monday - bugis village :D :D

so excited! lovelove!

and oh, got an sms from someone asking why i mentioned this outing but not the other one. haha. okayy. outing with shep on wednesday to watch Pursuit of Happyness. (: and maybe Letters from Iwo Jima and Dreamgirls. maybe only laa. gah. no moolah. poot.

can`t sleep.

gah.

i hate getting/being/feeling sick.

especially when i don`t know what the hell it is. then i won`t know what medicine to take. then i won`t take any at all cos i`m too lazy and i`ll tell myself that its better not to kill myself taking the wrong meds. then i`ll get even sicker. and i hate it.

another thing. i think it messed up my brain or something cos i went to bed at 11+ and woke up at 4+ and haven`t been able to sleep since. its 8+ now. and i did try to go back to sleep for about 2 hrs.

this sucks.

on a happy note, i have a movie date with raisa later on! (: wheee! protege finally!!

i`m so happy i finally found someone to watch it with me since most people i know don`t watch chinese shows. i don`t either but this show just looks very good.

the only person who wanted to watch it as well was my brother and we did make a date. BUT, its nc16 and he`s only 15. boo. and the worst part is, my goddang brother eventually watched it with his friends!

RARR!

he said it easier to sneak in when he`s watching with 8 people compared to just me. gah. i know it makes sense, but still.

so yes, i am very glad that i will be watching it later. (: with lovely raisa no less. ((:

hopefully i will have enough energy for the whole day. and that i don`t fall asleep during the show!

maybe i should take a nap. heh.

kk i`ll go try.

to be happy.

i don`t want much anymore.

just to be happy; joyous.

to take delight in the little things that happen. to smile every chance i have. to laugh even though it may be too loud.

to love and let the people who love me love me. (:

origami and lollipops. small things that made my day. (:

time for church.

i`m coming back to the heart of worship.

no sense of purpose.

i drift along, not knowing what i want, not knowing what to do. and basically not caring either.

sometimes i think everything's empty and it all doesn`t matter anyway.

i don`t mind leaving now. i really don`t.

just floating; floating. and coming to a dead stop once the wind stops blowing.


and maybe, i`d want to be beautiful for awhile.

tralala

i`d like to think that things are getting better.

(:

and i miss, i really miss.



pls can we meet up soon? (:

met darling raisa today while she was at work. rebond again! haha! its like sec 3 all over again. flat flat. teehee! :D

miss you! (:

Daddy, thank you for the cross. ilu.