stop.

oh stop it, ding.
stop thinking so much. you know how its like.
it already happened. deal with it.
que sera sera.
whatever will be will be. so just let it be.

temperment.

You Have a Phlegmatic Temperament

Mild mannered and laid back, you take life at a slow pace. You are very consistent - both in emotions and actions. You tend to absorb set backs easily. You are cool and collected. It is difficult to offend you. You can remain composed and unemotional. You are a great friend and lover. You don't demand much of others. While you are quiet, you have a subtle wit that your friends know well. At your worst, you are lazy and unwilling to work at anything. You often get stuck in a rut, without aspirations or dreams. You can get too dependent on others, setting yourself up for abandonment.

What Temperment Are You?

it weirds me out when i do rubbish stuff like this and some things come out true.
the last line especially. oh my hat. haha!

phlegmatic:
"cool, calm, self-possessed," and in a more pejorative sense, "cold, dull, apathetic,"

reflections.

reading it through
it seems trivial and petty.

if i were to explain it
it would sound ridiculous.

but those are what i felt
no matter how selfish stupid it is.

and i do realise that
i can`t just say all that.
i`m not perfect either.

i shouldn`t say that
when maybe i`m to blame.

i take back my words
no need for worry or guilt.

just know that i treasure you
and love you still.


thank you(s) for loving me.

game.

okay nez... here`s the thingy. even though we`ve both done it before remember?! gahhhh. you just want to torture me by making me think of ten things right? pooot.

Rules of the game:

Each player of the game starts off with ten
weird things or habits or known facts abt
yourself. People who get tagged must write
it in a blog of their own ten weird things or
habits or little known facts as well as state
this rule clearly. At the end you must choose
6 people to be tagged and list their names.
No tag backs.


1. i want to be a travelling gypsy. :D i want to go everywhere and anywhere. as long as it is quite civilised, like with toilets and stuff. heh. not really interested to go to snake infested jungles and all. heh.

2. my room is such a mess. actually, just my sofabed and my desk. but still, its so damned messy that its messy enough for the whole room. and i haven`t cleaned it for like, ten thousand years. its an embarrasment. gahh. so i don`t let people come to my house. heh. except inez cos she doesn`t care and i`m thick-skinned around her. (which means i am normally thin-skinned. :D)

3. i get irritated by people not using "your" and "you`re" correctly. but its become such a norm that sometimes i don`t even notice anymore. ): and i think i can be quite fussy when it comes to grammar.

4. i broke my nail on the fourth finger a few days ago. and it broke at the pinkish part so i couldn`t just cut it away right? so i just left it there to protect the flesh or whatever. and now, the nail is growing for where it broke off. so i sort of have two layers of nail. HAHAHAHA!

5. i have never clubbed. hahaha. sounds quite suaku but i don`t care cos hummy also. :D

6. i am currently in my longest period of singlehood. (excluding ages 0-11) its been four years. and somehow, i don`t think its gonna end soon. is it weird that i haven`t been attracted to any guy for serious? whatev, not my fault. all i see are pretty girls. handsome guys are extinct? poot.

7. i am loud but i don`t talk well, which is why i don`t talk alot. (really. don`t laugh.) but i can listen well. i think? =/

8. i don`t like when the toilet paper rolls from under and not above. and toilet paper should have dotted lines for you to tear from. i hate it when don`t have and i will try my best to tear in a straight line. and i fold neatly, not scrunch. and oh! my toilet has blue water now. HAHA! and i think this is too much info on toilets. heh.

9. i am bored of this.

10. i am lazy to tag and this is so hard to finish that i won`t pass it on. heh.

POOT>

paranoia, paranoia, paranoia.




huh.


/edit. "A paranoid is someone who knows a little of what's going on."
and what is it that i want? more information? or just more openness? it just basically sucks when you feel that you don`t know stuff cos people don`t trust you enough to tell you. even when you ask. trust that you thought was there maybe?