one day i`ll fly away.

meh.

only one day left to exams and i haven`t studied have only flipped through lectures 1-5.

can do anything and everything except study. hence the previous 2 posts. blogging, looking at literary quotes and lame jokes. anything to avoid studying.

meh.

and today?
cravingggggs.









zomg the pictures. drooool.

can`t find pictures of the smaller ones ala icecube. ):

ICE CUBE CHEESE STICKS PLSSS!

k, shall move my ass and go study.

go.

teehee!

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:D hee!

quote.

"What about little microphones? What if everyone swallowed them, and they played the sounds of our hearts through little speakers which could be in the pouches of our overalls? When you skateboarded down the street at night you could hear everyone's heartbeat and they could hear yours, sort of like sonar. One weird thing is, I wonder if everyone's hearts would start to beat at the same time, ... , except that the place in the hospital where babies are born would sound like a crystal chandelier in a houseboat, because the babies wouldn't have had the time to match up their heartbeats yet. And at the finish line at the end of the New York City Marathon it would sound like war."

- What The?, pg 1

"In bed that night I invented a special drain that would be underneath every pillow in New York, and would connect to the reservoir. Whenever people cried themselves to sleep, the tears would all go to the same place, and in the morning the weatherman could report if the water level of the Reservoir of Tears had gone up or down, and you could know if New York was in heavy boots. And when something really terrible happened - like a nuclear bomb, or at least a biological weapons attack - an extremely loud siren would go off, telling everyone to get to Central Park to put sandbags around the reservoir."

- Googoplex, pg 38

"No matter how much I feel, I'm not going to let it out. If I have to cry, I'm gonna cry on the inside. If I have to bleed, I'll bruise. If my heart starts going crazy, I'm not gonna tell everyone in the world about it. It doesn't help anything. It just makes everyone's life worse."

- Happiness, Happiness, pg 203

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no mood.
boo.

scratchy throat.

"because that is the nature of love, because one walks alone
through the ruins of the heart, because the young must sleep

with their eyes open, because the angels tremble
from so much beauty, because memory moves in orbits

of absence, because she holds her hands out in the rain,
and rain remembers nothing, not even how it became itself."

i must.

i will be able to accept it. i know i will. even if it kills me along the way, i`ll get through. help me Jesus.
go ahead, be happy. i want that for you, more than anything.
i never meant it when i said "my opinion matters."
it should be enough, just to see you happy.
love.
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and it has begun, one by one. i need something to hold on to. Daddy. ):