argh exams!

arghhh!

i hate crim pro. really. i don`t know shit about it. ugh.

and actually, i`m supposed to be feverishly copying everything from the lecture and tutorials notes into my cpc. i`m only at chapter 3. GAH!

chibai laa! i don`t know where to write all the stuff! like, there`s no relevant section!! where the heck am i suposed to write it? ~!@#$%"

and its annoying when people say " aiya, ding you sure pass one la.." and i`m like, hey, i haven`t gone for a single lecture and missed half the tutorials lehh. how to pass?

i mean, of course i want to pass laa.. but, don`t just take it for granted that i`ll pass can? what will happen if i fail? then it`ll be real awkward right? since you alr said that i SURE pass one..

i don`t want to have that label laa.. then i`ll feel real dumb if i don`t pass right?

grrrr.

i`m not angry about it, so pls don`t get offended or anything. i`m just real frustrated and hearing all that doesn`t help.

i know that if i do fail, its not anyone`s fault, but my own. i know that i haven`t been putting in my best or even moderate effort. shit laa. i alr need to retake a cds, i don`t want to retake a course. daddy, help. ):

okay, i`ll just shut up now and go copy stuff into the bloody cpc. shit, i hate you.

ding.

out with nez (:

outings with that silly goose inez is fun. ((:

went out with her on saturday for dinner, where inez was oh so generous. she treated me to dinner. ((: at NYDC! teehee! ((: we both had the mushroom creamy something laa. and yummy sausage pizza. it was damn good. ((:


teehee. yummy mushrooms. (: they taste weird somehow though. hmm.

there was a cute photo of nez that i took, but ... she didn`t send me ahh, that baba.

anyways, that was also the day where we both went a lil gaga over the cute guys at citylink num. heh. (: after dinner, we went to marina square; where i finally got a good look at the prima crocs. geez, even the gold one looks like crap la! and the pink one is just ugly as sin laa. heh. no yes, NO CROCS FOR ME! hahaha! (:

when we decided to head home, we were too lazy to walk so we wanted to take the marina sq shuttle bus. but we missed it by like, 10 seconds. =/ so, we dcided to cross the road to take the millenia walk one.

I ALMOST DIED!!

i can`t cross roads for nuts la! i`m serious, i alsmost got knocked down. =/ next time, nez, we`ll waste some time and take the escalator and bridge. and prevent ourselves from getting killed. =/

uhmm. and then, we went to the ladies, and then...


pretty! (:


ugly! boo. (:


uhhhh. heh.

***

on wednesday, me and nez went to town. (: shop shop shop! ((:

had the usual lunch, shihlin chicken. heh. (: and as usual, we made use of lj's seats. teehee. (:


toilet. haha. nez thinks she`s damn arty farty when she takes pictures like that. hahaha. (:


teehee. i think i`m artsy too. ((:

then, it was shopping time. ((:




HAHAHA! these photos are damn cheater. ((: they make me look thin.

hahaha. i think its a con-mirror. heh. but yes, i love these pics cos i look thin. heh. i wanna be thin laaaa. ):

and in the pics i actually look good in those skinnies. but actually, the made my thighs look quite big. ): resembled bazhang. boohoo. but i they`re so pretty. (: especially if i can get it at discount. teehee! ((:

so yes, shopping, shopping. i blew $80 just like that la! )): and some stuff, i regret buying now. i need money. grrrr. more money = more shopping = yayness! :D

now, i`m just waiting for exams to be over. then it`ll be time for beaching! ((: and work laa. ): but work = pay. hopefully it`ll be okay. (:

ding should start studying. yes, start. =/

num guys. heh.

in reply to inez's post, HAHA!

so cute!! ((:

yes, i do very much want to work at newurbanmale. but i`m not male leh. ): but i only want to work at the one at citylink. heh heh. (:

it was disappointing to find that there were no cute guys over at the heeren one lehh. and to think we were quite excited huh, nez? haha. (:

but seriously, i need to find a job. )): my money`s all gone la! dead broke! bah!

online shopping is evil. ): but so very very tempting. till my money`s all gone laa.

boo. ):

p.s oh ya!! i saw the female crocs alr. and they are UGLY! boo. damn cheater. they look so much better in pictures okay? grrr. i don`t want alr!!

take me back into your arms.

she used to be so happy, spending her days having such joy with the friends she had.
she used to love every single day, knowing that she`s blessed.

and then somehow, things changed. things weren`t the same anymore.

she`s no longer who she once was, no longer joyful and glad.
can it be saved she wonders, she wants to try but is scared.
what if she`s turned down?
what if its too late?
she sees all that she`s missing, and it hurts to lose it all.
if only things didn`t change, if only it were like before.
she feels alone, afraid, insecure.
she wants to go back but will they open up the door?

she sees the gap that has been caused
the bonds between them that have been lost
she know that words and tears are not enough
she needs to make a step.

take me back into your arms.

driftwood.

like a piece of wood, drifting in the sea
floating on the surface, aimlessly
no purpose, no destination
just bobbing along, makes no difference.
monotonous, drab, apathetic.

wood soaked with water, sinking
down, down to the bottom
a bottom black as ink.
dark, cold, empty
better than drifting, maybe

slowly, buried by the sand
no longer matters
choked by the sand

fuck money

we`re stuck in a hole.

and i can`t stand not being able to help in matters. when i`m also somehow part of the problem. i`ll do what i can.

don`t argue, don`t fight. it hurts when i see that happening. its not worth losing what you have that has so much more value that can`t be measured in terms of money.

i just sit here, not knowing what to do.

listening to all that`s happening, but not helping.

):

crocs perhaps?

okay, so i remember that someone told me about the new female shoes that crocs (yes, CROCS.) was gonna produce.

so, i was curious and itchy hand, and went to see how it looks like.

and...

quite nice what.

HAHA! (:

see.. pretty right? ((:

i want the gold one!! (: and the black. and maybe the green.

i think its pretty cute. and it costs US$30. hmm.

but, uhmm. no doubt the pink one is hideous laa. i haven`t gone completely blind. (:i think if i actually got these, wan will kill me. heh. (:

but i really want the ones in gold and black. ):

its not that bad right? (: hopefully i won`t get strangled by wan, shep or winsor. heh. (:

*dreaming of gold crocs. haha! who would`ve thunk, huh? heh.

blah

oh my hat. deyan is next to me and he`s crazy.

oh gosh.

he just made a stupid comment about how i should write a confession cos he saw the word dashboard. like, huhh.

OHMYGOD. i wanted to put the lame face ( something like this : -.-" ) and he volunteered to show me how its done. and he did this " - board" very quickly.

!!! wth?!

HAHA! he`s a retard ahh seriously.. and nowadays he`s beginning to speak like johnny from zhng my car. and he has the accent + stupid english down to a pat!

HAHAHA! my brother cracks me up like, every 5 seconds laa! (((:

and actually, i don`t have anything to blog. (:

but its the last week of school and exams are in 2 weeks. =/

HOLIDAYS PLS! ((:

* but i`ll have to work. ): *

click was good

"Will you love me in the morning?"

"Forever and ever, babe."

awww. ((:

i`m glad i didn`t skip the movie even though i wasn`t in the mood. (: click was definately not what i expected it to be. not dumb, lame and retarded. i did not expect to tear at a comedy. heh. (:

and that lovely song is stuck in my head. :D i love it.

on a sidenote, exams are coming and i`m bored of school.

and i need to shop. ((: