goodbye

i guess this is part of growing up. people leave for places far beyond, for places with greener pastures. we each have our separate paths to walk and i need to find mine soon.

but these paths we walk on are long, sometimes not crossing for months or even years. and when the paths merge again, there`s no saying how we`ve changed or if a hedge has grown in between said paths.

this is growing up and i`d rather be in neverland.

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i miss hummy. and i`m missing michelle already even though she hasn`t left, yet.
i`m also missing everyone else who isn`t leaving s'pore but has left to a different life from what i know. the life of studying in uni, the life of working.
we are different now, and i like that not one bit.

i think i`ve lost my footing.

woosh.

7th June 2008

we headed down to equinox, which we`d planned to go quite long ago and finally did. but it wasn`t really as awesome i expected. the view was still good though.

met monsty after that and headed down to zouk.











i had yellow shoes on! (:



macs for hungry people before clubbing. too long without food and you start taking silly pictures.













14th June 2008

barbeque at james' place as a meetup before the guys enter ns. but in the end, everyone was late so we started without them and ate alot of the food. haha!










the lovely food that we cooked! over the lovely fire that we helped to start and fan! :D



butter in mich`s hand = proof that we cooked. (:







hey, you actually wanted to join us too nez!

20th June 2008

went to the camp bar at dempsey house with ian. and then on to zouk.
party session before hummy leaves for aussie. ):









nom nom nom.



















louis arrived after awhile and then disappeared with ian. :/
so we took more photos.





















bond girl. (:









glowing tags and crown chops.






36 shots i think. sex on the beach and apple shooters.









and then we went to dance, drank some more at winebar and got wasted.
went over to sky lounge at mos with ian, calvin and daniel. then to living room at marriot where i mostly stayed in the toilet puking. :/

left for home only at 630am.
woke up the next day with a slight hangover (i think) and no appetite.

visited my grandpa and felt much better after that cos i had to walk about 10 mins to the nursing home and it didn`t have aircon so i think i basically sweated the remaining alcohol out. it was good.

went to meet the rest at amk before heading down to gynn`s birthday bbq.
will update again after i get all the pics.

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in between and during these days, there were times that i was quite down/reclusive/affected/irritated. thank you(s) for being there and listening when i needed to rant, for just being there when i had nothing to say, for protecting me, for making me laugh, for caring, for making me, me.
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it still hasn`t really sunk in that hummy and mich are leaving.
and won`t be back for 6 months.
but i think when the time comes when they`re not here i will finally realise how much i need them and miss them. ):

I WILL MISS YOU TWO ALOT ALOT ALOT!