11/09/07

ahh. these are way way way overdue. like, 12 days late. heh.

its cos of sip laaa! workworkwork, then no time.

anyways, thanks loves for that day. (:

its been 5(+2) years, and i hope it goes on till forever. (:



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on a side note, workworkwerk has been boring. sip end quickly pls. (:

and oh, i must mention that i`m proud of myself for the layout done on jasmine`s blog. yay ding. (:

19th birthday.

thank you CRAZIES for celebrating my birthday. ((:

and yes, i was super surprised when you all (jas, hummy and mich) came to my house. cos none of you actually know where i stay and you all are scheming cos you roped in my brother and my mum against me. HAHA.

and feel honoured k? no one (except the family) has seen me in towel alone. zomg. you people are crazy. i feel exposed. HAHAHA.

thanks for the presents. love it but love you all more. :D

can`t imagine what 3rd year would be like without you all. really love much. (:

and oh, thanks for not sabo-ing me. :D teehee!

okay sip soon. meet up every week hor. :D

bbq this friday, play bubbles k? :D you all will use the blow one, while i have the battery operated one. HAHAHA. and also play mustaches k? hee!

i love that we are crazy. :D
miss you all even though sip hasn`t even started. poot.

it is 4+ am and i have meeting with my darlings at 10. ahh!

apologies.

i apologise for my horrible mood today, that had no apparent reason.
and for walking out halfway.
truly i am sorry. ):
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but i`m okay alr.

"Cos if I died tonight
Would you still hold my hand, no
Would you understand
And if i lied in spite
Would you still be here, no
Would you disappear"

i need to stand on my own. but i need someone to ground me as well.

would you watch me die?

don`t let go. please.

sometimes.

sometimes its difficult.
difficult to understand what is A and what is C.
difficult to understand why B is not the constant state, but D.
difficult to to change G to A. or even just C. or to even know how.
difficult to even understand yourself.
无所适从。):
the tables turn so fast sometimes.
to be 无忧无虑。