ughh.

oh geez. come on. you`ve gotta be kidding me right?

you sound like such a kid pls. stop whining and wake up laa.

i hate being made to feel guilty when i clearly know i have nothing to feel guilty about.
i hate being made to feel obliged.
i hate that you think i have all the time in the world and then say shit to make me feel bad.
i hate that you think you have a right to be a priority in my life.
i hate when you ask "why you always never return my calls and smses".
i hate you for making me feel like this.
i don`t actually want to hate you.

but right now, just get the hell away from me. to answer you question, yes damn it, you are bloody irritating. i`m not your gf or what so please don`t expect anything from me. i don`t have to reply you, i don`t have to want to talk to you. what we have is was is a friendship, not a fucking relationship. if this goes on, i`m willing to let this 10 yr friendship go.

it would be a shame but i`d do it. i really would.

on a side note, i am the queen of procrastination. and i think i`m gonna totally suck at the civpro test tmr. i have not been studying. i don`t know a thing. damn it all.

i bloody hate feeling obliged to you. shit.

/edit. i think i need to study. it is 1.10 am. hahaha. shit.
sometimes i think i have a death wish.

so mean.

updates.

tuesday.
skipped mloct class cos inez told me that everyone was skipping. but in the end, i think everyone except us went for class? =/ haha! cannot skip any more mloct.

we met sua, michelle and jas in town; at ajisan ramen. (: yummy soup but i don`t like paiku! gahh. so hard to eat! and sua was so embarrassing. haha! she aked for more chilli in her ramen and when the guy said that the amount of chilli was fixed, she repeated herself and even mimed the actions of putting chilli in! omg sua, the guy is not deaf laaa. hahaha!






hahaha! sua = "so cute!" :D

and oh oh oh! we took neoprints! HAHAHA! its been like, ten thousand years since the last time i took. all the machines have changed! =/ i think i feel old. don`t know how to use ahh!



i absolutely love neoprints cos they give instant photoshop. :D but i i don`t know where i placed my neoprints from last time. =/

thursday.
went kbox with geri and nez. brought a list that me and nez compiled so we won`t have to wrack our brains to think of the songs we want. haha! went a lil mad at the end, cos i figured i should learn how to dance so i can lose weight that way. hahaha! pump it nez!

friday.
had law investiture. much prettier than last year`s. (: pretty gorgeous purple and gold roses. i love love love. ((:

+ kelly is so mean. ): she laughed so much at me! ): so embarrassing k.

okay. bedtime.

inez`s 20th.

happy 20th birthday nez! (:




tell me whether the panties fit. hahaha! :D

/edit. hahaha! i just realised that i put the photos wrongly. the 3rd pic of nez should be in the middle k? i`m too lazy to go change it cos i didn`t save the psd. heh.

friday, 18th may.

/edit! i forgot that i had pictures. hahaha! :D

friday was ccn day. had class in the morning. boo. horrid civpro. nobody was paying attention to the class. was looking at spree pages, victoria secrets` hot model and cellulite photos with shiying and sarah hoe. hahaha. damn retarded.

law inc bake sale was good. the cupcakes looked so yummy. went to business arena and felt so embarrassed for that group that was so obviously out of place.

waited for inez cos she was the bell-lady timekeeper. was too boring. waited with geraldine at ilaw. was freezing cold. couldn`t type properly. haha.

nez left earlier and we headed down to bugis. shopped for zhenlin`s present. i really like the keychain/bag charm thing. :D nice gift methinks. (:

went to meet the rest. had some little sheep mongolian steamboat. was exactly the same as normal steamboat. haha. spent the whole time making fun of one another. laughed alot. :D

but the craziest part was definitely after we left the place. didn`t feel like going home so we decided to go to boat quay. and kelly came up with this crazyass idea that we should race in 2 cabs and the last group to reach would have to treat. omg laa!

it was so damned funny cos when kelly, zhenlin and suating got a cab. we were somewhere further infront. and inez ran like the wind to the cab. haha! i turn around and poof! she`s gone! hahaha! damn funny laa!

and so the 4 of us who were left got super kanchiong! but there weren`t any cabs! and when we spotted a cab that stopped to let the passenger alight, we were screaming and all. and that humshiying is so amazing! she ran so fast to stop the taxi, in heels leh! its really very fast. haha! but the uncle didn`t stop. so sad laa i tell you. but it was so funny i almost had to sit on the floor to laugh. :D

but we did eventually get to boat quay where the rest were comfortably waiting at tcc. bah. played the whoo game, which the birthday girl won. (: and also played the silly paper game(indian poker). hahaha! "meatball", "cool", "far". such a silly game!

i like how jasmine doesn`t mind making ugly faces. (:

slacked at some stairs after that. wanted to play pepsi cola but played mu tou ren instead cos pepsi cola can be quite violent. :D so fun so fun!

i like slacking around. i like talking rubbish. i like playing silly games.

i like the photo of zhenlin, suating, shiying and kelly. hahaha! :D

all so cute! :D look at suating! HAHAHA!

i like being crazy and not having a care in the world.

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SIP soon. gahh.

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sometimes things get confusing and i don`t even know what i think/feel. its like i don`t know who i am. i think i think too much. and i think my brain works in weird ways. this is crazy.

lovelies 2.

so, its the weekend and as promised, i`ve uploaded all the pics into a photobucket account. (: yay for many upload slots compared to flickr. and yay to easier sharing of photos in the future. :D

we met up at city hall and went in search for a place that had vegeterian food. haha. ended up at nydc cos they have the most variety of vegetarian. (: but.. i thought that they could take away the onions/garlics. the waiter said that it was mixed with the other stuff so cannot take out. gah.

i had mushroom ham as usual, haha. jul had the chicken something sandwich. :D and hui had the vegetarian`s fave. with all the capsicum thingys dilligently taken out. haha!

ate and chatted for quite long. main point was actually to take photos since nydc has nice chairs and background. but somehow, all of us didn`t look good in pictures that day. bleh. complained about boys, complained about love, complained about wanting boys and love. hahaha. :D

after that, had craving for ice cream and strawberry yoghurt drink. (: went to carrefour and then went to the benches at the fountain there. had fun, laughed, screamed, jumped around, exercised. HAHAHA! :D :D :D

okay, pics.

i think we should meet up more often just to jump around. :D then we won`t have to go to the gym like we planned. haha! so fun. i love i love. :D

lovelies.

HAHAHA! :D the blogging page works! yay!

anyways, i went out with my lovelies on tuesday for dinner. (: i have no idea why they call it lesbies though. =/ hahaha. i think lovelies sound much better. :D

raisa couldn`t make it though. ): hope she`s feeling better and we can meet up soon. (:

alot of photos. but they all look about the same. hahaha! too lazy to transfer and upload. during the weekends laa maybe. heh.

need to set up a photo site account so that it`ll be so much easier to share our pics. heh. flickr/photobucket?

soon laa soon. when i get the time. heh. (:

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i hate school. i am drowning in all this work. i haven`t done anything for mloct, i haven`t finished my writ for civpro and i haven`t even watched the lecture for companylaw so i can`t do tutorial. and i have one day left. gahh.

i hate that i get so off track. i hate that i get so lost. i hate that i feel damn dumb. rarrrrrr.

floundering in a black whirlpool.

bah.

postpage ok!

OH YAY! :D :D :D

my blogger posting page is temporarily fixed. (:

after looking for help online, it seems to be a problem with singtel. hmmmm. but yaa. just type a "2" after the "www" then it`ll be okay. (: hee!

anyways, shopping outing with inez today. (: bought a nice tunic/dress. yay!

had lunch at sakae, same as yesterday. hahaha.

inez with her great accomplishment. the nicely stacked plates in alternating colour. hahaha! :D

hiding.

caught peeking. heh. :D

CHAWONMUSHI LOVE!

then we went k-BOXING. HAHAHA. lame.

but we got REALLY REALLY high. :D so fun! jerky movements eh nez? HAHAHA! :D

shopped and then it was dinner. (:

:D

oily calamari with interesting peanut sauce and 2 sets of brats.

thank you hons for today. (: i had much laughter and much fun. (: and much food. HAHA!

HAHA! inez`s face when she sees cute angmoh guys. heh heh heh. :D

i like my dress/tunic top from indo that inez gave me. (:

next week, orchard. :D

teehee! okay, sleep now. waking up at 7 tmr. nights.

arghhh. when is blogger gonna fix this nonsense thing? its ridiculously spoiled.

anyways, elctive results are out. (:

Banking & Finance + Commercial Transactions.

same class with many friends. (: but somehow after i saw the results i kinda wanted Corporate Secretarial. =/ oh wells. already decided, hopefully it`ll be good. (:

and omg.

HEROES! :D

i am getting so confused! why does it seem that nothing changed even though they managed to save the cheerleader? why does peter petrelli have such a deep scar on his face? why is there a war going on? why the hell is peter and nikki together?!

and wth!! SYLAR?!

i was so angry when i saw him!! RARRR!

and claire doesn`t look good brunette. haha.

k, hurry hurry! next epidsode pls! :D

zomg. what the hell happened to blogger? hahaha!

the weather is shit. it was raining cows just last week and this week - i half expect to see a camel loitering somewhere. grrr.

basically school is shit too cos i have no idea what i`m doing. somehow i don`t remember being this lost in yr 1 and 2.

and oh! shihying is full of wonders. i found out today that she was from Nanchiau High`s band! hahaha! under Chew as well! can`t believe it. but Chew`s no more taking them. =/ and and! i also found out today that she wants to be flight attendant too! and so do 3 other girls in my class. HAHAH.

cos we had apel and it was about 'dream jobs, dream pay and dream working environment'. hahaha. so silly.

and i think from now on i will take a photo of myself everyday so that i can remember what i wear each day. =/ today i went out and when i reached the mrt station, suddenly i got this feeling that i wore the same top just last week. i tried so hard to remember but i just couldn`t recall. gahh.

that, is the main problem with being in poly. haha. i need to shop. ((: i need $$. i need to pay $40 for my rules of court. gahh.

somethimes i think. i most probably won`t be persuing law so what do i do with all these statutes that i`ve paid so much for? i hope damn hard that there will be very few changes made so i can sell them next time, ugly notes included. hahaha.

5 hours of mloct tmr. don`t even know what the subs about. =/ need to do tutorial? ahh! i forgot to borrow from inez. heh.

k, go check and then go sleep. the horrible weather is affecting me. i keep sneezing i don`t know why. and i feel tired and lethargic so often. poot.

k, bye.

annoyed sometimes.

sometimes i just get so annoyed.

you just come into my room and go "ting ahh! why you haven`t sleep? what time is school tmr? you better get enough sleep or else how to go to school? what time is school? 9 o' clock?!! faster sleep!!!"

and you don`t even know that i was researching and reading stautes and flipping pages to rush for my deadline at midnight. and i`m still doing my civil pro tutorial.

like hello, i`m damn tired and if i could i would have gone to sleep immediately when i came home at 7. but i couldn`t cos i only had 5 hours left when i haven`t started. so can you please don`t come in and make it sound as though i`m being damn stupid by staying up late.

stop bugging me alr.

i think i`m starting to hate the sound of my bedroom door opening.

gahhhh.

off to bed. don`t care alr. i need to wake up at 6. and i`m so tired. my body aches. ):