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paranoia, paranoia, paranoia.




huh.


/edit. "A paranoid is someone who knows a little of what's going on."
and what is it that i want? more information? or just more openness? it just basically sucks when you feel that you don`t know stuff cos people don`t trust you enough to tell you. even when you ask. trust that you thought was there maybe?

ze shitz

it is ze shitzz when you get all emo and down and mood swingy.

especially when you`re with crazies. like, wazzzupp mansss. with crazies still can be down? what rubbish.

ding/dan (dean? haha!) does not want to be an emo-poke like a certain someone. heh.

it is also ze shitzz when you talk philosophical then realise that you know shit about yourself.




ZE SHITZZ.




haha. cpa test tmr. 2 more chaps. i am not studying. it is quite late. think i cannot make it for lecture. why does stupid nokia phone only have one alram timing? i miss my sony ericsson only cos it has multiple alarms. i hope i am not being dumb by saying this. maybe nokia have but i`m just too retarded to find out. hahahha.

i am thin i don`t care. :D

ps. i think i sound quite high huhh? need sleep. heh.

pps. no, not down anymore. :D :D :D

erratic much?

sua is so weird.

errrmmm. that is my friend wong xueting.
this is what we do when we get bored.
i am truly amazed at the ugly photos of sua. HAHAHAHA. :D

shopping at bugis with nez today.
uhmmm. i think i`ve forgotten how to shop.
regret buying everything ahhh. poot. waste money only.
i wish we could just sit there and talk like there`s no tomorrow.
sometimes my heart feels so heavy. not sad, but not happy either.
i don`t know what to think. don`t know how to feel.

gahhh.

gahhh.
bloody hell.
why can`t you let me know when you`re coming and be on time.
and bloody hell leave me in peace till your next visit.

bahh. i bloody hate this.
its ruining my day(s).

damn, it hurts so bad. ):

ebay for kelly. :D

phototaking love. (:




inez looking like she`s possessed. =/

so tired nowadays. skipped school. skip skip skip.
tired of trying to make sense of what`s going on in my mind.

reflection.

i watched "Notes on a Scandal" last night before returning it to kelly today.

"People like Sheba think they know what it is to be lonely. But of the drip, drip of the long-haul, no-end-in-sight solitude, they know nothing. What it's like to construct an entire weekend around a visit to the launderette. Or to be so chronically untouched that the accidental brush of a bus conductor's hand sends a jolt of longing straight to your groin. Of this, Sheba and her like have no clue."
- Barbara Covett

i never ever want to know how barbara felt. i don`t want my life to ever be so drab and lonely. its damn scary and so sad at the same time.

Daddy, i want an eventful life, one full of journeys and adventures.

to travel the world. to travel the world in/for 80 years. (:

like a vagabond, a nomad.

:D :D :D

more hols?

I GOT ACCEPTED BY HARIDASS HO & PARTNERS FOR

MY SIP. :D

somehow, i find the name damn funny. :D but anyhow, i don`t have to worry about it anymore. like that means that almost all in the group has gotten their places. except kelly neo zhong hui. tsk tsk. pls ebay, pls call, interview and accept her. or else i think no one want her. HAHA!

i have decided that i am not going to post any photos with me in them cos lately, i`ve been looking horrible in photos. hopefully i don`t look as bad real life huh? boohoo. ):

and i am damn lazy to blog cos i just read inez`s blog and it recaps the whole week quite nicely i think. haha.

but ya laa. uplate laa. heh.

it seems like its still the holidays, everyday is outing with the crazies. jialat.

thurday, went east coast for bowling and blading. (: the weather is so bloody hot nowadays, i pespired like, a whole pail i tell you. but hopefully i lost alot of weight? haha!

friday, went serangoon for delicious western food and to ice cube to sit and have grow fat cos kelly kept giving us so much food. HAHA! i am in love with the cookie mudpie thing. (: and i had a little bit of baileys. i love. :D

kelly was such a good host, as though it was her own shop laa! so we made a nice decorative plate for her. (:

look, she is so embarassed and reluctant to take photo with the plate happy and moved and touched by our sweet gesture. :D teehee! and chicken backside. the heart that i drew so nicely cannot really be seen. but trust me, it was the nicest part. really. :D :D :D

went over to michelle`s place for mahjong and stayover. hahaha i won abit. :D first time that we slacked in the living room. slept on the sofa. jasmine went mad. vulgaraties! tsktsk! hahaha!

woke up quite early on sat, nez had to go work, we went for breakfast at ya kun. went home bathed and had an hour`s nap before meeting them again for dinner at crystal jade. :D

super long queue pls.

too tired, aunties sat on the floor.

xiaolongbao i love. :D visited kelly who was sick and hot and tired. and who also lied to us cos she said that she had to wear a hat thing that was part of the uniform. but in the end? don`t have! cheater.

today, went down to ice cube again. HAHAHA! and had yummy aston`s western again too. :D i love love love the fish. ((: neo seems to be very responsible at work. even when there were no customers in the shop, she was always busy doing something. couldn`t even sit down and chitchat with us? huhh?!

will be going ice cube again tmr. cos that silly neo wants waffles. poot. but see if we have time laa.

zhenlin, so sorry for your loss. ):