no sense of purpose.

i drift along, not knowing what i want, not knowing what to do. and basically not caring either.

sometimes i think everything's empty and it all doesn`t matter anyway.

i don`t mind leaving now. i really don`t.

just floating; floating. and coming to a dead stop once the wind stops blowing.


and maybe, i`d want to be beautiful for awhile.

tralala

i`d like to think that things are getting better.

(:

and i miss, i really miss.



pls can we meet up soon? (:

met darling raisa today while she was at work. rebond again! haha! its like sec 3 all over again. flat flat. teehee! :D

miss you! (:

Daddy, thank you for the cross. ilu.

i need to get back on track

i need to stand up again.

i need to get up on my own two feet.

i thought i was alright already, but today my eyes opened and i took a good look around me. i`ve let everything fall into pieces.

its a mess. i`m a mess.

and its going to be real hard getting it back together again.

time`s running out.

gracegrace daddy. you hold my hand.

i`m scared and i need your help.

i don`t know what i`m doing.