starting sch soon

heh. finished working alr. (:

was selling cakes. haha i know.. mooncakes first then now cakes.

but yaas, finally finished everything. (: should have gotten close to 500 but now i think its less than 400.. boo. cos i pon laaa. heh. and if sold out then close early. bah. my money.... )):

but yaa. cannot spend the money also.. cos.. uhh. ya. cannot. Daddy, its in your hands.

sigh sigh. school`s starting soon. gah.

and i don`t have back to school clothes. boohoo.

and i`m not looking forward to school. i want to graduate soon pls.

actually, no. if i graduate then i`ll have to think of what i`m gonna do after that. and if i can even have a choice. or maybe i`ll just be stuck with having to work. then have to find job.. then no social life.. then no time for myself to be alone.. grr.

i think i just want to fall in love, get married, have children and have a wondeful life. hah.

anyways, ya. i`m going to sleep now. and i`ll only be concious again at 3 in the afternoon or something.

hmm, maybe i just want to sleep non-stop.

at home, outside. material, immaterial. worry, hurt. lost, lost. Daddy, you hold my hand and you love me. you never leave me. you`re with me all the time. i`m never alone. you`ll take care of me. i know you will. love you.