ughh.

oh geez. come on. you`ve gotta be kidding me right?

you sound like such a kid pls. stop whining and wake up laa.

i hate being made to feel guilty when i clearly know i have nothing to feel guilty about.
i hate being made to feel obliged.
i hate that you think i have all the time in the world and then say shit to make me feel bad.
i hate that you think you have a right to be a priority in my life.
i hate when you ask "why you always never return my calls and smses".
i hate you for making me feel like this.
i don`t actually want to hate you.

but right now, just get the hell away from me. to answer you question, yes damn it, you are bloody irritating. i`m not your gf or what so please don`t expect anything from me. i don`t have to reply you, i don`t have to want to talk to you. what we have is was is a friendship, not a fucking relationship. if this goes on, i`m willing to let this 10 yr friendship go.

it would be a shame but i`d do it. i really would.

on a side note, i am the queen of procrastination. and i think i`m gonna totally suck at the civpro test tmr. i have not been studying. i don`t know a thing. damn it all.

i bloody hate feeling obliged to you. shit.

/edit. i think i need to study. it is 1.10 am. hahaha. shit.
sometimes i think i have a death wish.