Thursday, September 14, 2006

job hunting

:D

went job hunting with shep in town today. and.. it went fairly well i think. gonna go down tmr for interviews. (: i want the job laaaa. i want i want i want.

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hmm. not say i don`t want to be serious or anything. but things are so different from before.. if everything`s so different now, how do you expect me to jump right in and be as excited or inolved as i once was? now, when i`m there, i feel like an outsider. in fact, i am an outsider.

and its not like i don`t want to.. i do. but i can`t when everything has changed. everything i once had is no longer there. and even if i were to be as before, it would take time. but somehow, the way i see it now, the time and chance for me is gone. its a new situation now.

Daddy, you know me best.

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