i must.

i will be able to accept it. i know i will. even if it kills me along the way, i`ll get through. help me Jesus.
go ahead, be happy. i want that for you, more than anything.
i never meant it when i said "my opinion matters."
it should be enough, just to see you happy.
love.
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and it has begun, one by one. i need something to hold on to. Daddy. ):