i want.

ahh damn.

i think i`m damn smart ahh. i saw an ant climbing on the cupboard and i wanted to kill it. so i flicked it. but i flicked it against the cupboard. and now, my nail hurts. =/

haha.

anyways, that`s not what i wanted to blog about.

you know when you see something and you`re like "oh my hat! i want that!" and you just die die want it?

like, say its a bag. its not like, super duper gorgeous or nice. its not like very user friendly maybe.. but its just so irresistable.

then you`ll keep thinking about the bag, and how you`ll use it and when you`ll use it. to the beach, to school, shopping... and you`ll imagine yourself with that special bag, how pretty you`ll look and stuff..

then maybe you go into the shop to try the bag, you know? to see how it looks like when you carry it. and you just keep thinking about the bag laa.. really really wanna get it.

but its not like, its THE bag you know? i mean, just cos it look pretty when you carry it, just cos its so irresistable.. doesn`t mean that when you actually go about using the bag, it`ll be what you need.. you know? its just a maybe. not sure.

and then even when you realise that its way expensive. even when you realise that you`re never ever gonna get that bag. you still keep yearning for it..

you know what i mean?

yeah. that`s what i feel now.

oh bah. darn it.

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and oh. even if you go to the shop again, and you see that the bag is no longer there, (read: its been sold) you still keep thinking about it and how nice it would be if you were the one who bought it. ):

boo.

on a side note, i have a really wonderful time playing monopoly with my brothers. (: i was winning the first half of the game lorr. (: but then i lost in the end. haha. and no, i didn`t lose as badly as i did in cluedo. don`t laugh! we all had roughly the same amount of money in the end laa.. about $4000+. teehee. (: