unfair.

):

know how it feels when you`re like "oh my gosh. that is so unfair pls! why does stuff like that not happen to me?"

yeah, well, that`s exactly what i feel right now.

)):

booo.

sometimes it really seems so unfair why others seem to be getting every lovely thing in life. every good thing, every happy thing.

and where`s mine?

why does he/she get everything while i get none? ):

very self pitying i know. boo.

oh wells.

don`t deserve it.

just gotta live with it.

Daddy God, why why why?! ugh! damn annoying la! why can`t i have that? why can`t i be happy too? i also want!! *whine whine whine*
sigh.
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oh dear Jesus, i thank you that you just reminded me that no matter how undeserving i am, you, my beloved Jesus, You died for me. you died for me and so now, that makes me deserving of every good thing in this life. that no matter how things seem so dark and dreary, you are always there for me. for you will never ever leave me. and things will work out right. cos you love me lord. you love me. and because you love me, there`s no good thing that you will withhold from me since you have already given me the most precious thing ever. i know that i am blessed and favoured. and my life will be a testimony of Your love for me. and thtat means that it will be wonderful. (: thank you for my jesus-tale. (: i love you jesus, deep down in my heart.