can`t sleep.

gah.

i hate getting/being/feeling sick.

especially when i don`t know what the hell it is. then i won`t know what medicine to take. then i won`t take any at all cos i`m too lazy and i`ll tell myself that its better not to kill myself taking the wrong meds. then i`ll get even sicker. and i hate it.

another thing. i think it messed up my brain or something cos i went to bed at 11+ and woke up at 4+ and haven`t been able to sleep since. its 8+ now. and i did try to go back to sleep for about 2 hrs.

this sucks.

on a happy note, i have a movie date with raisa later on! (: wheee! protege finally!!

i`m so happy i finally found someone to watch it with me since most people i know don`t watch chinese shows. i don`t either but this show just looks very good.

the only person who wanted to watch it as well was my brother and we did make a date. BUT, its nc16 and he`s only 15. boo. and the worst part is, my goddang brother eventually watched it with his friends!

RARR!

he said it easier to sneak in when he`s watching with 8 people compared to just me. gah. i know it makes sense, but still.

so yes, i am very glad that i will be watching it later. (: with lovely raisa no less. ((:

hopefully i will have enough energy for the whole day. and that i don`t fall asleep during the show!

maybe i should take a nap. heh.

kk i`ll go try.