sad.

i can`t even explain how i feel.

disgust, yes. but there`s like a hundred emotions more.

its like, my brain is frantically working and zooming in and out to make sense of all of this. but it just cannot! my brain is frazzled and confused. okay, not so much much confused but uncomprehending.

why? how?

seriously, wth?

its damn strange to not know what to think, feel or do.

but one thing is that i feel sorrow.

sorrow for the lost of feelings, trust, everything.

i`m sorry all this happened to you. if it helps at all, i trust you. and i believe you.

geez, i really don`t know what goes through people's heads.

gracegrace. Daddy, lift you above this. pls.